Showing posts with label Poetry?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry?. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Between the Bars

Springs by oOoOO on Grooveshark

Sleep walking and nothing seems wrong,
The sound is faint as I follow her crying song,
My toes stub concrete to the distant pound,
Following a memory's path to familiar ground.

It felt so real to touch the grass, dreaming like she were there,
Her diegetic tune whispers through the air,
A touch of breeze like running my fingers through her hair,
Only the teary-eyed stars can see how this is unfair.

Our love once shined like moon beams,
But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams,*
Giving the sound that pecks at the hearts seams,
Jilted jars, scabbing scars, between the bars,
Exposed to fears, my fingers wipe away her tears.

Teary-eyed stars


Memory's Path 


 Broken Graves - mikahsupageek
*Poetry extract from Caged Bird by Maya Angelou

Friday, March 8, 2013

Face Down in the Ocean

Under by Balam Acab on Grooveshark

I am a piece of driftwood,
I'd tell you different if I could,
I've always wanted to sail but not this way,
If only this ocean didn't wash me away.
love has lead me astray,
stupid, pointless, foul play.

I've never felt so alone,
Torn, my broken heart shown,
My tree rings are eroding,
My soul is corroding,
I can't stop floating,
Where's my bark coating?

A small heart carving,
Sad uncontrollable starving,
Face down in the ocean,
Truly unknown emotion,
Was your love just lust?
How could you break my trust?

Why can't I just sink and drown,
Mute my lousy heart's pound,
There is nothing to see out here,
In an ocean shed from a tear,
Oh, Lighthouse, if only you could hear,
Will I ever reach your pier?

I'm scared to drown in my deepest fears
My bottomless sea made of tears.
It's painful, I'm sorry that I care,
But I just can't let my heart repair.

Balam Acab - See Birds






Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Shallow Breath

Please excuse my tardiness but I had to rewrite this post due to some events.

Heartache (Owsey's Ambient Version) by Dave Greening & Owsey on Grooveshark




I feel like I'm trapped breathing in a coffin,
and everyone is having a party on my grave,



Do you ever feel like you're dead?

You don't think you're alive.
When really, you are.
You might find this a bit confusing,
But this is how I feel and have felt for quite sometime.

Feels like the whole world looks at her and me,
and wants us dead.
Just because they hate to see us happy,


Have you realized how shallow your breath is now?
How we used to run and not be scared
It was really nice when nobody cared.

Do you remember the days when we could do anything and everything,
When we could laugh and smile and didn't have to disguise it,
Why should we be the ones to go through this pain?
Why should we be the ones to be buried alive?

Careful, if we breathe too loud people will think we are still alive.
I hope someday we can breathe and not be scared.


Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I've Been Thinking About You

I've been thinking about you,
a lot.

When I say the word a lot,
It echoes through the river, 
Up the narrow trees, 
Twice around the world,
And maybe once more.

I've been thinking about you,
Since the day we met.
It's okay,
You're a good thought,
A beautiful thought.

I've been thinking about you,
Like lips kiss,
And how they can't stop,
Once they start.
It's okay, I think I like kissing.

I've been thinking about you,
like clocks think about minutes,
How every minute with you feels short,
And that's not okay,
I need you longer than that. 

I've been thinking about you,
Like stars think about falling,
And how it's not possible.
But everything feels possible,
When I'm with you.

I've been thinking about you,
So much,
I can't find an order for all these thoughts.

I've been thinking about you,
So much I'm a registered insomniac,
Doctor says so. 

I've been thinking about you,
Maybe too much?
Because now I'm worried.
I'm really curious,
What are you thinking about?

It's okay I'm thinking about you too.







Thursday, January 31, 2013

Mother Nature what have we done?

Please play the first song on my playlist as you read this, please.




In 1997 a five year old boy runs from his front door to the back window of an ice cream truck, and around the corner, down the street sits a little girl busy drawing pictures on the pavement with her new stick of chalk. An afternoon of June is being well spent. Then up the road comes an echoing scream that erupts from a boy who has gotten red ants stuck in his velcro shoes. He runs into his house while his friends wait outside and ask each other,

"Will he be alright?"

Sure, but will he be alright when he gets a Nintendo for his 6th birthday? Mother will never know, Mother Nature, that is. She will rarely get to see him.

Will he be alright when he gets a new Play Station for Christmas? When he chooses to stay inside and stare at a screen all winter instead of going sledding on his new sled Santa gave him. Years later that dusty new sled was sold in a yard sale: $7.00 gathered for memories never spent.

Will the girl who used to draw with chalk be alright when she gets a cell phone at age 13? What will she do when her little sister asks if she can teach her how to draw? She'll ignore her and continue to text her "cute" 14 year old boyfriend: 12 crayon drawings in a storage box she'll never find after her little sister dies of leukemia.   



The boy that used to chase after the ice cream truck now chases after a high rank on his shoot'em up video game. When nursery chimes come and go and his little brother comes yelling his name to go help him catch the ice cream truck, he'll yell back, "Shut up James, go away!" Little James will ride on his bike after the truck's tune, and while his big brother sits upstairs staring at his screen a blood-curdling scream will sound. With head phones over his ears and music turned up, he won't know James cracked his head.

"Will he be alright?"

Mother Nature hasn't seen her children for oh so very long.
Will she even recognize them?

After 14 years of loneliness Nature might start to doubt herself,
And it feels like autumn comes a bit earlier each year,
And every first rain of September I can feel her tears.
She is crying.
Mother Nature is dying.






Spring will have sprung,
Swings will never be swung,
Memories we have never made.
We've let these simple things fade.

Soft, long grass that won't be laid in,
Mud from rainy days that won't be jumped in,
Over-grown creeks will never be explored,
Tall glasses of lemonade will never be poured.

Little robot boys shooting guns,
Mother Nature what have we done?





Sunday, January 27, 2013

Fingers to Palms




From fingers to palms.

Fire flows through my veins as a poisonous venom.
Working its way to my unconscious heart.
Sleeping from the months of its of poor functions,
Tired of hearing untuned pianos and broken strings,
It now begins listen to the old, familiar tune.
Love.

A year of sorrow ends, and my heart cracks once more.
A smile scratches its surface as that tune plays out.
That tune that was once forgotten,
That same tune that was hidden in a pile of old broken records,
like the child that hid its terrible years of poverty and loss.

Hope then sparks a flame that burns in my heart.
If only time could stop, I would sweep you away.
I'd take you to our favorite place, and together we'd stay,
and our hearts could listen to that old, familiar tune.
Love.