Showing posts with label list. Show all posts
Showing posts with label list. Show all posts

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Tears for Fears

I'm scared my writing sucks.

I'm scared I try too hard to be a good writer.

I'm scared of showing my writer's dyslexia,
The the double the,
Forgetting the r on your,
Putting spaces where they don't be long,
Leaving out a word accident.

I'm scared of sounding stupid in front of a crowd.

I'm scared of losing my talents,
and being told that I suck at what I do.

I'm scared of people hating me.

Tears for Fears

I'm scared of spiders crawling down my throat,
I hear everyone swallows at least one a year.
It's probably a lie.

I'm scared that some lies might be the truth,
like "I hate you" and "We will never work".

I'm scared of uncertainty.

I'm scared of her mom,
That she knows everything
And is waiting for the the perfect moment to use it against me.
I'm scared of her mom knowing about 2/17/13

I'm scared her parents will never accept me again.

Creeps VI
I'm scared of things going wrong,
Not being able to find someone that makes me as happy as her.
Marrying someone that lacks interest in art and music,
Someone that doesn't have "creative" in their dictionary.

I'm scared of not doing what I love as my career.
Not being able to support my family by doing what I love as my career.

I'm scared of dying,
Living an unfulfilling life.
Leaving things undone,
And leaving nothing behind.

I'm scared of dying alone.


Her Sick Memory






Sunday, February 10, 2013

What is love?

Love is bare feet in the park

Love is a metal tin box in a thorn bush

Love is down the creek in an unexplored jungle

Love is smashed grapes in a big plastic bucket

Love is resting in grass field starring at the stars

Love is Paris

Love is a film photograph

Love is a concert on top of a parking garage

Love is sharing an sinking inter-tube in the middle of a lake

Love is night walks

Love is painting

Love is a secret now

Love is a threat to her mom

Love is passed in a composition notebook

Love is lost

Love is missed by me

Love is something her mom won't let her have

Love is now a text message

Love is ignored

Love is forgotten

Love is freedom, but put in bars

Love is gone

Love is dead